Where, O Lord, will I find security?
In government? In my bank account? In a job? In my relationships?
Governments fail; money flies away; layoffs happen; relationships break.
No; my security is in you and you alone, O my God.
You are the anchor of my soul,
The one who is holding me in the palm of your hand.
You will never forsake me.
Where, O Lord, will I find love?
In my family? Among my friends? In the arms of my lover? In my community?
Alas, their love is fickle. It is here one moment and gone the next.
When my heart is in pain, sometimes no one understands; and if they do,
They are powerless to heal my broken heart.
But you, O Lord, love me with an everlasting love;
A selfless, unconditional love that does not waver.
You accept me just as I am and nothing I do could add to or diminish your love for me.
Ah, that is true love.
I rest in your unfailing, transforming love for me, O Lord.
Where will I find significance, Lord?
In education? In success? In follows and likes? In pursuing a cause? In wealth?
You do not measure my worth by human standards.
No; in your eyes I am significant because I am yours.
You created me; you redeemed me with your own precious blood; you adopted me as your child.
You have raised me up and have placed your Spirit within me
so I can partner with you in bringing life and hope to others.
You are good, O Lord. You are good.
Shine your face upon me and help me to glorify you until I see you face to face.
Then I will rejoice and praise your name forever and ever. © Laura Hum 2017